A healing process has started.....

This author inspires me! What a woman! She has really opened my eyes and mind and a lot of aha-moments have been revealed, I can say. Yoga and meditation is definitely something I will devote myself to in the future. I'm at the end of the book and for some reason I do not want the pages to end.The book is a great help to my soul right now, my emotional life is a bit chaotic at the moment. I have not lost control, I begin to gain control over them and realize more and more what I need and do not need, what I want and do not want. I always put other people's needs before my own and it is time to stop it now. I really need to soul search and do some soulhelaing and learn to listen to my inner voice and not ignore my feelings. A healing process has started.....

With Love
Balkanita

p.s for more information on the book and this fenomenal author please visit : www.elizabethgilbert.com

It's MY time now

I have officially a huge homesickness and started to read a book by Elizabeth Gilbert - Eat, pray, love: one woman's search for everything across Italy, India and Indonesia. Everything is taken from my life, all she has been through and feels except that she does not want children but I do. I have totally dug me down in this book, I can say and it is really good! I fly to Malmö in about 2 weeks and I hope I have Vito in my luggage, it will be very nice to smirk with the family and meet my dear friends do some soul healing. I'll stay for 2 weeks then I fly back to Munich where I'll be planing my summer vacation. I have an invitation from my dear cousin in New York to come to her and have a little rebonding time togheter. I would not do anything rather than just that because i truly miss her ALOT! I will book a ticket to NYC this summer and will stay there for 2 weeks. It's exactly 10 years ago I was there and it is about time now.